Love

'Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart'


To love
or
Not to love
-FEAR-

Lost and confused

Does anyone really understand how i feel?
Is there really that someone who can empathise with me?

Confused and helpless :((
Deep down, i do not really feel happy.
all this while.
maybe i just need sometime alone

Festive Season Approaching

I'm broke. Festive season is here again, after rounds of birthdays. need to spend a bomb again.
I need work!!!!! Somebody help~~~
Catched 'Ip Man' at amk hub after studying at macs wf ah rong.having spent only half an hour.
met chu, had an short emo talk wf him.
nic fetch us to amk shortly.
proceed to have dnr after movie at s11. shopped alittle before going to nic's hse to study.
back at home now :))
sleepy, tired. i need money.i need work.i need morrrreee time!!!



~Guess she really doesn't understands me at all, i'm not trying to insist that i'm right, its just telling her the things i've done and explain. All these while, in her eyes, what i've said was merely an excuse to cover up for things i've done.
I will never try to explain myself again.

Sleeping Deficiency

I'm getting old :(( everyday have been going out late. Lazy to even blog nowadays.
Holidays are coming :)) Finally. got to make use of it to enjoy. And maybe longer hours of rest. Guess my average sleeping is clocked at 4 hours per day. My sleep hours deficit guess have reach thousands by now.

Some of the random pics taken:
more to be uploaded.
studying
chu's b'day
Nic's B'day
At the bridge
Day Out

Regina's B'Day

Just remembered: i spoilt a chair at Cartel. Sad, i'm gaining weight :(( haha

-why does this have to happen to me? now i'm feeling confused, cause i heard of this one thing that somehow had me feeling otherwise. I'm surprised.

I'm a bad talker

Alrightt~~~ Been a long time since i update my blog, felt kinda shacked recently.

Time for some good rest, maybe the trip abroad will make me relax alittle :(

Working at Sitex last week was fun, but didnt meet my sales target, sold 8 sets in 4 days, its pathetic :( but had really fun time there, last day we packed up and went macs to eat before heading home.

Wed, went to vivo to get pressie for regi, had to divert her attention and told her to meet later, so that she will not take notice. bought the pressie, and headed to vivo for the long awaited movie - Quarantine. alright its gruesome.Gore. and had to hear the loud screamings from them too..
Slacked till 11 before headed home - minus the soyabean session.

thurs, had school till 3pm before heading to marina for movie - 4 christmases
nice movie, depicts the love life of a family. And christmas is coming ~~~
Headed to Shaw Tower below, selling Bak Ku Teh. simply love it. alittle ex la.
before heading to Lavender Park to walk.
Headed home at 1am.

Fri, went tpy to get the card drawn. wanted to study but time didnt permits, went to celebrate chu's bday at night. drinking session at my house. tidbits, hotdogs and shots. drank alittle, anyway i hate drinking. esp beer. i'm trying to refrain myself.

Ended at 2am.

Tired. Feeling sick now :( i need pills. hahs.

-i've known everything from the start

Rest

Whoaaaa~~~dats like super duper shackkeeed..
Anyway i'm alright if u deleted me.
i intend to introduce a better job at sitex, guess u are alright wf ur current one already.
so.. happy working!

i need rest.
Today went for movie, watched Body Of Lies. love it. went to gardens for dinner before heading home.
Alright, everything is clear now.
she's happy.i'm happy for her too.

Love Nerds

Had my studies at mac before heading town.
yay!! got my specs, look kinda weird wearing it.
Guess i'm not used to it yet.

sigh, haven been studying much this few days. got to start the engine soon.
some pics: Nic's Pre-21st birthday





Love this song
周杰倫 - 時光機

Changes

Trying to get rid of the zzz-monster.
I've realised i've changed. i'm improving. to a certain pt.
i'm happy to see changes :)

Moneyless :( someone help!
Gonna study out today, hopefully its productive.
Time to go :)

Long awaited rest

Finally!! Ended my roadshow today. 5 days worth of standing 12 hrs.
had fun, though tiring. people there are nice though :)

thurs: had school in the morning. dozed off during class. lunchtime. was practically rushing ard sch wf rr's friends to look for loopholes so that they can crashed our econs lect. finally mission failed, we ended in the cafe having our teabreak.
went for night studies at macs. ended 12am

Fri, had work at suntec, heard some bad news regarding her.
Guess i'm bornt to be a promoter, felt good to be praised by them.. was practically eating the whole day. we are big eaters. took turns to buy food, sharing ard.
thanks to those who visited me.

Ended work early today, headed for soccer. was practically rushing for time the whole day. took taxi and headed for nic's pre bday celebrations at Crab House. and some private 'activities' after our dinner.
Headed home at ard 11 plus.

shagged out. i need rest rest restt...

Love Gelare

Went to school early to have lunch wf them. Was questioned why i didnt go for the sentosa trip on sun. Sorry CY and cecilia for ps-ing.
Went for poa class till 3pm.
Went to town to get regi's pressie for her friend. finally settled down on a simpson boxers.
i hate boxers! Bad experience wearing it.
we headed to Gelare for ice cream waffle, took us qte awhile to settle down.
Love it! :) long time since i pamper myself.

At Gelare

pics taken by ME


we shopped around town, from paragon to heeren to cine
settled down at Kobayashi to dine.
wanted to get a cap, but low in reserve. Saving up :(
getting a haircut this wkend.

Walked ard alittle before we headed home.
Tired~~Shall turn in early tonight
nightsie pple!


Special thanks to those who lifted me up during this period. Love u all :)

*Lub Lub*

Cash Tight

Tired ~~~
Had school till 3 today, head down to bugis to get pressie. For nic..
thanks hao, had a long talk wf him.
Why so many birthdays coming up? its like incredible.
Tmr got to help regi choose present, its town again.
got a phobia of town already.
I want to get another hoodie! And a cap. gonna shave my head :)
unbelievable.
my wishlist's getting longer.
wad abt nerdy specs?
any suggestions?

周杰倫 - 說好的幸福

Shopping Trip

Yay!! just got my Flesh Imp hoodie and a new pair of Fourskin slippers today. Went ard town, started at PS then to Far East. Guess i'm super broke now, gonna have only bread with water for the next few weeks.

Wanted to celebrate her birthday at sentosa but she's not free. i've guess it all.
Anyway its already past 12am mark, i shld keep to my promise.
Passed her the pressie at her workplace.
happy 21st birthday :)

Dead leg.
having cramps every now and then :( Guess it's the after-effect of the strenuous exercise.
Tmr's pbf test, oh shit gonna get a zero for that.
Nightsie pple! :):)


Happily happily yay!

I'm OUT of love

Slept for 2 hours yesterday, wasn't exactly conscious this morning.
My eyes hurts badly, left with a swollen eye. Guess the lifespan of my contact lens is up.
School was tiring, had too much coffee recently, guess i have to cut down on my coffee intake.

Guess almost everyone's having a eye candy in school already, while some are related to another.
Complicated stuff. Somehow love is evil.
gonna steer my way out of it,
it's harming my health.
I knew your answer. I'll accept it.
Why everyone's breaking up? even her friend, eugene broke up. Sigh.

Went to SIM to settle some stuff before heading home.
Was fetched by regi's dad. Thanks regi!
So envious to see her wf the bf.

Only hope to get over my rough patch asap.
Not thinking anymore.
Not anymore
i love myself and the people around me :)


_LUB LUB_

Dread school :(

Had my virgin 8hrs of sleep for months!

Just don't understand her, everything is abt her.
Guess i'll pass her the present next time.
i give up, i'm out of this.

walked ard town for almost 4hrs, searching for the present
thanks to u all :) thanks so much.

Went macs to study today, was late as usual. sorry! studied till 6pm before we decide to head to town to get the pressie.
Raining so heavily, and before reaching cine, we were soaked.
Dine at Koufu, before heading to Heeren, then to PS.

Headed home at 10plus, sigh school tmr at 5plus am.
i dread school :(


Happily happily yay!

Yay!!!

Totally drained out ~~~

Fri, attended Daniel's 21st bday at Aranda's. was hell of a night. had a feast. really enjoyed it. downed a few cups of drinks. played finger guessing game while eating the brownies nel's gf made. was delicious.
played till 4am before cabbing home.
I'm broke, i need to work. Sigh :( had been jobless for wks already.

Sat, went to town to watch movie: High School Musical 3 Senior Year
anyway she watched coffin. which i wanted to watch too.
Not gonna wait for her anymore.
wanted to watch Saw V. soon soon :)
Followed by watching the Man-utd match at gardens. Disappointment :(
And supper at RK prata hse.
Reprimanded the uncle for charging so much la :(

Back to study soon :)


happily happily yay!